ascending boom

Had a fight with my Dad about money.; the one thing I really hate fighting about. When 2005 ended, I promised myself not to worry anymore. If things take a drastic change, I will not be the only one responsible. But sometimes, I feel I'm being dragged back to this pit and nobody seems to care. I'm fighting the urge to worry and I'm fighting the urge to solve everyone's problems. I should not feel alone in this. But sometimes I feel I am.

I wish I didn't care. I long to live far, far away and live a life all on my own.

It's just one of those days I guess.